There are amazon boxes, clothes at my messy room

Going crazy.

I can’t find any meaning in daily life these days. I would like to communicate and approach someone, but now, we have to maintain social distancing except with our own family. I don’t have any family members; namely, I’m completely alone. I thought why I didn’t start my own family. How long will this situation continue? How long?! Tell me, God! I had yesterday’s mixed fried bento. I heated it up, but the rice was so dry. It tasted awful. I read manga books last night. Those were just ridiculous comics filled with violence, but I would like to escape from the real world.

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