A Deeply Depressing Day

Bitcoin’s price had been falling sharply for several consecutive days. It made me fearful and depressed. I did not feel alive. I tried to change my mood and went out to watch a movie. I watched Tuner. It was not too bad. I went to the bar My Way. I received several beers from regular customers. I really did not want to go back home because I had to face the market again. After I came back home, the price had fallen even further than it had during the daytime. Bitcoin’s price had broken below 60,000 USD. I cooked leftover smoked salmon belly with leeks for dinner. I do not know whether it was tasty or not because I was overwhelmed by fear and could not face reality. Therefore, I decided to escape into my dreams and brushed my teeth. Then another bad thing happened: my temporary crown came off. I had gotten it only two days earlier. It drove me crazy. I felt completely depressed and sad and wanted to die immediately. I have to say that it was the worst day I had experienced in at least five years.

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Super Depressed Day Bitcoin price was sharply fall in consective days. It made me fear and depressed. I do not feel alive. I tried to change my mind and went out to watch a movie. I watched Tuner. It was not so bad. I went to the bar My Way. I got several beers from regular customers. I really do not want to go back to home because I had to be front of the market again. After came back home, the price was more down from daytime. TBitocoin price had broke 60000 USD. I cooked leftover smoked salmon belly with leeks for dinner. I do not know it was tasty or not because I felt serious fear and I can not face reality. Therefore; I decided to escape to dream and I did teeth brushing. The bad accident happened that my temporary tooth was removed. I just got it only two days ago! It made me crazy and mad. I completely depressed, sad, and want to die immediately. I had to say, it was the worst day in 5 years at least.
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Contemporary artist based in the Netherlands. I’ve learned at an Art College and Culinary Institute. I attempt to connect ART and FOOD.

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