{"id":15783,"date":"2026-10-03T17:19:17","date_gmt":"2026-10-03T08:19:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/?p=15783"},"modified":"2026-10-04T17:19:24","modified_gmt":"2026-10-04T08:19:24","slug":"a-gloomy-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/a-gloomy-day","title":{"rendered":"A Gloomy Day"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I got out of bed around 1 pm. I did not have any motivation. Furthermore, I wanted to end my life. Just after 5:30 pm, I called a taxi to get to the craft beer bar. On the way there, traffic was congested due to rush hour. The bar is my favorite one in Vietnam, but I could not enjoy myself that day. It was Friday, so there were too many customers, and it was noisy. I moved to a local Vietnamese restaurant. I had a large fried egg and stir-fried noodles. The portions were too large for me to finish by myself, so almost half of the food was left over. I returned to my hotel and continued drinking. I felt a sense of emptiness. I did not feel any positive energy throughout the entire day. I went to bed around 1 am.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I got out of bed around 1 pm. I did not have any motivation. Furthermore, I wanted to end my life. Just after 5:30 pm, I called a taxi to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[32],"class_list":["post-15783","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-diary","tag-eatwait90"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15783","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15783"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15783\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15786,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15783\/revisions\/15786"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}