{"id":14448,"date":"2025-11-09T20:28:37","date_gmt":"2025-11-09T11:28:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/?p=14448"},"modified":"2025-11-09T20:28:37","modified_gmt":"2025-11-09T11:28:37","slug":"i-lost-my-motivation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/i-lost-my-motivation","title":{"rendered":"I Lost My Motivation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The Dutch artist has not responded at all. Is he serious? I cannot understand what he is thinking. Damn! On the other hand, a manager from the company where I applied for a job sent me a polite message. I have to say, life is full of things beyond our control. In the evening, I went to the bar Vlaar. The bar owner Jeroen\u2019s five-year-old daughter was there. She tried to bring cups of nuts to customers. It was super heartwarming, so I bought her a juice. Children are nice. I imagined what it would be like if I had kids. In the first place, what do I really want to do? I cannot find anything specific. I felt as if my life had already ended. I had tomato-rich simmered chicken legs and a wrapped tortilla for dinner. I fell asleep around 10 pm.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Dutch artist has not responded at all. Is he serious? I cannot understand what he is thinking. Damn! On the other hand, a manager from the company where I&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14449,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[32,30],"class_list":["post-14448","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-diary","tag-eatwait90","tag-nulldrive"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14448","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14448"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14448\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14451,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14448\/revisions\/14451"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14449"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14448"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14448"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14448"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}