{"id":10270,"date":"2023-10-01T17:56:44","date_gmt":"2023-10-01T08:56:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/?p=10270"},"modified":"2023-10-01T18:36:50","modified_gmt":"2023-10-01T09:36:50","slug":"emptiness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/emptiness","title":{"rendered":"Emptiness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have been feeling loneliness. I don&#8217;t know how to cope with such emotions. I need to change my life or go somewhere to switch my metal condition. I finished one bento painting and I shoot every page of 3 sketch books where I draw my self-portrait. It was around 100 pages in total. In the evening, I visited the bar My Way. The bartender was a Serbian lady. I had three glasses of beer and bitteballen. I asked her if she could get used to living in the Netherlands. I had sauteed veggies with pork belly and yakisoba noodles for dinner. I fell asleep before 9pm. I have too many nightmares these days.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been feeling loneliness. I don&#8217;t know how to cope with such emotions. I need to change my life or go somewhere to switch my metal condition. I finished&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10272,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[14,15,13],"class_list":["post-10270","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-diary","tag-drinking","tag-exercise","tag-pot"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10270","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10270"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10270\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10276,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10270\/revisions\/10276"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10272"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10270"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10270"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10270"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}