{"id":10316,"date":"2023-10-08T20:42:49","date_gmt":"2023-10-08T11:42:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/?p=10316"},"modified":"2023-10-09T20:19:49","modified_gmt":"2023-10-09T11:19:49","slug":"feel-empty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/feel-empty","title":{"rendered":"Feel Empty"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It was the first day of a long weekend in Japan. I didn&#8217;t do anything. I don&#8217;t want the last day of the weekend to come. I am scared. I don&#8217;t want to work anymore. Around 4pm, I went to the bar My Way. A friend Ruud treated everyone at the bar to drinks. I had three glasses of beer and a shot of monkey ball. On the way home, I met the landlord Jan, who was riding his bicycle. I ate discounted pork with veggies and leftover tomato spaghetti for dinner. I fell asleep around 9pm. Before I fell sleep, I could not help crying. I don&#8217;t know what I should do in my life. I have no motivation to live.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It was the first day of a long weekend in Japan. I didn&#8217;t do anything. I don&#8217;t want the last day of the weekend to come. I am scared. I&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10317,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[14,15,13],"class_list":["post-10316","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-diary","tag-drinking","tag-exercise","tag-pot"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10316","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10316"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10316\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10324,"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10316\/revisions\/10324"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10317"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10316"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10316"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/tomonishintaku.com\/en\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10316"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}